Ich Bin Nich' Ich

Meine Augen schaun mich müde an und finden kleinen trost
ich kann mich nich' mehr mit anseh'n, bin ich los
alles was hier mal war kann ich nich' mehr in mir finden
alles weg - wie im Wahn
seh ich mich immer mehr verschwinden

Ich weiß nich' mehr wer ich bin
und was noch wichtig ist
das ist alles irgendwo , wo du bist
ohne dich durch die Nacht
ich kann nichts mehr in mir finden
was hast du mit mir gemacht
ich seh mich immer mehr verschwinden

Ich bin nich' ich wenn du nich' bei mir bist
bin ich alleine
und das was jetzt noch von mir übrig ist
will ich nich' sein
Draußen hängt der Himmel schief
und an der Wand dein Abschiedsbrief
Ich bin nich´ ich wenn du nich' bei mir bist
bin ich alleine

Ich lös mich langsam auf - halt mich nich' mehr aus
ich krieg dich einfach nich' mehr aus mir raus
egal wo du bist, komm und rette mich
ich bin nich' ich wenn du nicht bei mir bist
bin ich allein und das was jetzt noch von mir übrig ist
will ich nich' sein
Draußen hängt der Himmel schief
und an der Wand dein Abschiedsbrief
ich bin nich' ich wenn du nich' bei mir bist
will ich nich' mehr sein

- Tokio Hotel 

On the Edge

It's getting light outside, she is still there but no one cares
Do you want to see yourself flying through the night?
This gift is what you need, you're gonna be alright
Eyes close and fall

Her first time on the edge
The scars will stay forever

It's getting light outside, she cannot sleep 'cause time stands still
Someone's hand is touching her, she has no will
Each time when it hurts, she just feels so alone
She doesn't care at all, her memories are long gone
Eyes close and fall

And closer to the edge
The scars will stay forever

She shuts the door
She longs for more and more
And more
Just once more

Everyone is watching
Her arms are so sore
but she doesn't care anymore

And falling from the edge
The scars will stay forever
Side to side with death
This last time even better
Darkness and light are blinding her sight
She's not coming back

The sky is casting over
her last wish stays unsaid

- Tokio Hotel

I'm Not Okay (I Promise)

Well, if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say
I never want to let you down or have you go
It's better off this way
For all the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
Remember when you broke your foot
From jumping out the second floor

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems
I've told you time and time again
You sing the words but don't know what it means
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look

You said you'd read me like a book
But the pages are all torn and frayed

I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay
(Trust me)

I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay

- My Chemical Romance

Razorblades and Knives

I feel the cold blade on my skin
Then I feel it cutting in
I see the red stuff seeping out
The stuff I couldn’t live without

Like a sword, making wounds
They bleed, they weep, they keep me doomed
I’m trying not, to give up
I keep on going, cut cut cut

Cutting, tearing, piercing me
I can’t hear, and I can’t see
Tears are rolling down my face
My crimson blood, begins to waste

I see the blade go deeper yet
Quite how deep, my brain forgets
I push it further, bit by bit
It hurts like hell, but I love it

How much blood, I can’t say
I hope I bleed some more today
I cut it more, I cut it deep
This sure beats the fatal leap

Finally the blade breaks through
The grinding of my white bones too
Now the time has finally come
Life and death, death has won

Razorblades and knives (hey)
Razorblades and knives (hey)
Razorblades and all sharp things
Cutting into my tough skin

You come in and see me there
You see the cuts, they’re all so bare
You see the blood, the blade, the wounds
Bound with tears you flee the room

- Brooke MacKenzie

Summer Wine

I walked in town on silver spurs that jingled to
a song that I had only sang to just a few
She saw my silver spurs and said let's pass some time
and I will give to you... summer wine

Strawberries, cherries and an angel's kiss in spring
My summer wine is really made from all these things
Take off your silver spurs and help me pass the time
And I will give to you... summer wine

My eyes grew heavy and my lips they could not speak
I tried to get up but I couldn't find my feet
She reassured me with the unfamiliar line
and then she gave to me...more summer wine

Strawberries, cherries and an angel's kiss in spring
My summer wine is really made from all these things
Take off your silver spurs and help me pass the time
And I will give to you...summer wine

When I woke up, the sun was shining in my eyes
My silver spurs were gone, my head felt twice its size
She took my silver spurs, a dollar and a dime
And left me craving for...more summer wine

Strawberries, cherries and an angel's kiss in spring
My summer wine is really made from all these things
Take off your silver spurs and help me pass the time
And I will give to you my summer wine
Oh...oh...summer wine 

- Ville Valo feat. Natalie Avalon

Sweet

Sunshine takes me to a place where I'm
Living free
Something in your eyes is telling me
This is where I want to be
But I never thought it would be so

Sweet
Sweet
Sweet 
Don't wake me please 

It's funny how it just gets sweeter and sweeter
Day by day
It's sweet how you just get funnier to me in every way
But I never thought t would be so

Sweet
Sweet
Sweet 
Don't wake me please 

It's so rare to find someone who brings in the sunshine the way you do it so

Sweet
Sweet
Sweet 
Don't wake me please 

Sweet
Sweet
Sweet 
I'm covered in gold

- Lamb

Kiss Me

Kiss me, out of the bearded barley
lightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
you wear those shoes and... I will wear that dress 

Kiss me down by the broken tree house 
Swing me upon its hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We’ll take the trail marked on your father’s map

Kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies
Dance, silver moon’s sparkling, so kiss me

So kiss me.

- Sixpence None the Richer

Tomorrow

Is it any wonder why I'm scared?
If I was a little younger would I care?
I'm feeling like the walls are growing stronger
I don't know if this cage can hold me any longer

I never thought they'd want me to go even faster
Never thought I took my foot off the gas
Everbody loves to be in on the pressure
But I know they're all waiting for the crash

You never dreamed you'd have to live your life so guarded
Cause they'll find a way to make you feel discarded
Things have changed, you've become a complication
Can't make it through another day's humiliation

Is it any wonder why the answer keeps me petrified?
Is it any wonder why I'm scared?

I'm not afraid of tomorrow
I'm only scared of myself (scared of myself)
Feels like my insides are on fire
and I'm looking through the eyes of someone else
(Is it any wonder why I'm scared?)
I'm not afraid of tomorrow
(If I was a little younger would I care?)
I'm only scared of myself
(I'm feeling like the walls are growing stronger)
Feels like my insides are on fire
And I'm looking through the eyes of someone else
Is it any wonder why I'm scared?

- SR-71

I Will Remember you

Remember the good times that we had? 
I let them slip away from us when things got bad. 
How clearly I first saw you smilin’ in the sun, 
wanna feel your warmth upon me, I wanna be the one 

I’m so tired but I can’t sleep 
Standing on the edge of something much too deep 
It’s funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word 
We are screaming inside, but we can’t be heard 

I'm so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose 
Clinging to a past that doesn’t let me choose 
Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night 
You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light 

And I will remember you 
Will you remember me? 
Don’t let your life pass you by 
Weep not for the memories 

- Sarah McLachlan

Sleeping Stars

Oh, sleeping stars, why are you so sad tonight? 
Oh, sleeping stars, will you shine for me tonight? 

Can you see them float in the night sky ?
Can you hear those echoes of their sweet cries, creating a tune? 
Can you see them shine so bright? 
Can you feel their loneliness through their cold light, touching you? 

My eyes feel so heavy when the stars are calling me... 
- Join with us eternally - 
I'm falling in deep trance and my powers are weakening 
I'm falling in a world between dreams and reality 

I am now alone in the silent light 
and there's nothing but darkness around me 
Deeper into unknown the strange light is guiding me 
Wake me until it's too late 

Suddenly I feel a warmth go through my body 
But I feel that a part of me has died, I sense the change in me 
I must have been away so long 
so please stay with me for a while.

- Wintersun

You've Got A Friend In Me

You've got a friend in me
When the road looks rough ahead,
and you're miles and miles from your nice warm bed
You just remember what your old pal said;
Girl, you've got a friend in me

If you've got troubles, and I got 'em too
There isn't anything I wouldn't do for you
If we stick together we can see it through,
Cause you got a friend in me

Some other folks might be a little bit smarter than I am
Bigger and stronger too
Baby, but none of them will ever love you the way I do,
It's me and you, girl

And as the years go by,
Our friendship will never die
You gonna see it's our destiny
You got a friend in me

Yeah, you got a friend in me

- Randy Newman


For My Butterfly. <3