Solitary Serenade

When I see your perfect smile
My heart will cry
My broken heart will hide itself in the shadow
In this solitary space
Seems like floating in
To the darkest night

Reachin' for the stars
Talkin' to the moon
With that bravery
When I look up to the sky
And then will pass away
Just the same way

All the things unsaid
All the things undone
Lock me in this place
Never let me see the truth
And then will hide away
Just the same way

Hold my love again
Wishing on a night for ever
And then, and then again
I will be myself to find a way
Hold my love again
Praying for my dream for evermore
And then, someday again
I will get through the night

- Sekiyama Aika

So What?

I guess I just lost my husband
I don't know where he went
So I'm gonna drink my money
I'm not gonna pay his rent (nope)
I've got a brand new attitude, and I'm gonna wear it tonight
I wanna get in trouble
I wanna start a fight


The waiter just took my table
and gave it to Jessica Simps
I guess Ill go sit with drum boy 
at least hell know how to hit
What if this flops on the radio, then somebodys gonna die!
I'm going to get in trouble,
my ex will start a fight

You weren't there
You never were 
You want it all but that's not fair
I gave you life
I gave my all
You weren't there, you let me fall

So, so what? I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And I don't need you
And guess what
I'm havin more fun
And now that we're done
I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright
I'm just fine
And you're a tool so
So what
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And I don't want you tonight

- Pink

Take Me Away

You, there is no one like you
And all the things you do
I want to spend my time with you 
I, hope that I am your type
And that we could tonight
Discover what new love is all about

Trying to close my mind of many folks running me wrong
This case won’t leave me alone
We’ve gone working the wack
Trying to trash my stature we won’t go
On a tedious to go pull strings
Turbeo wanna clip my wings
Through swadies purt to play
Rascals running with teeth quechin’ needed so can you...

Take me away
Take me to a place where our love must be alone
Take me away
Take me by the hand and control what is going on
No matter what we may go through you got to understand
That I want you, I need you, each day
So take me away 

I, I never was too shy
I really don’t know why
Tonight is gonna be alright
Hey, let’s try to get away
This love is here to stay
Because you make me feel this way

Pressure wants to punch my poise
Church stealing my joys
Time strip wanna take my toys
Swindlin’ my supplies
The squeeze but it’s lacking the breeze
Vics though seek the please
The readings found the gold
The devil’s taking us over 
We can break for mine decay
Bitterness all over my back 
Need tension, quenching, can you...?

- Culture Beat

Dying Alone

Can't you see me falling an endless fall?
Can't you hear me calling a neverending call?
Can't you see me bleeding? I'm losing control
Can't you see me dying? I'm dying alone

- Blutengel

Populace In Two

Your memories will always haunt me like a ghost
to put it nicely, I hope you choke
A poet of sorts but I'm not enough to give you an eyesore
it's hard to swallow with your hands around my throat
I'm sick and tired of 'I told you so'
you can call me at home but I know better than to answer the phone
When people ask about the last time that we spoke
I let the stiches do the talking for the most part
and I leave out how you threw the lamp through my front window

Even if I spend 2004 listening to Morrisey in my car
I'm better off alone than I would be in your arms

In your arms...
... I'm better off alone

Just burn the photographs and bury all the pages that we knew
in short this is a long goodbye to unexpecting you

- From First To Last

Tsuki no Curse

Tsuki no kaasu
tsumetai yume no naka de

Kotoba no nai sekai de
bokura wa ai wo kataru
itsuka kimi ni todoku made
Kizu darake no kainade
daki yoseta kuchibiru no?
Haritsumeta negai tokashitakute

Itami wo mada shiranai
kodomo dake no yarikata de
kimi wa kimi wo tozashiteru
mimimoto de sasayaita
hajimete no ai no kotoba
massugu na hitomi madowasetai

Nee kimi wo dakishimete
atatamerareru naraba
donna batsu mo tsumi mo ima wa kowakunai

Tsuki no kaasu
tsumetai yume kara samete
kimi to tadayoi tsunagiatte
dokomade yukou ai no shijima wo
te ni suru made

Nee aishiatta kako no
utsukushisa sutesareba
ashita motto kirei na yoru e yukeru kara

Tsuki no kaasu
tsumetai yume no naka kara
kimi wo tooku tsuresaritakute
dokomade yukeru ai wo shinjite
ii basho made

Dokomade yukeru ai wo shinjite
ii basho made
yoru no mukou futari dake de

- Okina Reika

No Day But Today

The Heart May Freeze Or It Can burn
The Pain Will Ease If I Can Learn

There Is No future
There Is No past
I Live This Moment As My Last

There's Only Us
There's Only This
Forget. Regret. Or Life Is Yours To Miss
No Other Road
No Other Way
No Day But Today

There's Only Yes
Only Tonight
We Must Let Go
To Know What is Alright
No Other Course
No Other Way
No Day But Today

I Cant control
My Destiny
I Trust My Soul
My only hope
is just to be

There' only Now
There's Only Here
Give in To Love
Or Live in Fear
No Other Path
No Other Way
No Day But Today

- Rent

Doth I Protest Too Much

I'm not threatened by every pair of legs you watch go by
I don't cringe when you stare at women, it's just a thing called guy
I don't notice your sideways glances or where your loyalty lies
I'm secure and out of me it's hard to get a rise

I'm not jealous
I don't get moved by much
I'm not enraged
not insecure as such
not going insane
rational stays in touch
Doth I protest too much

I'm not tortured by how oft you're busy
'cause I've got things to do
I'm not disappointed about how you don't miss me
'cause I don't need you to

I'm not needy
I don't get clingy much
I am not scared
I'm not afraid as such
I'm not dependent
Rock solid stays in touch
Doth I protest too much

So much energy to prove to you who I can't possibly be
So much energy to prove to you I'm not who you hate for me to be

I'm not depressed
I don't get down that much
I'm not despondent
I am not dark as such
I'm never sad
Keep chin up stays in touch
Doth I protest too much

- Alanis Morisette

Not Yours Truly

Watch me, as I’m coming in the room I feel your stare
Watch me, in a crowd of people I can feel you there
Watch me, cause I’m mine and you don’t own me
Watch me, I’ll use you and abuse you then leave you lonely

Touch me, yeah I know you want to, but you know you can’t
Touch me, I get more satisfaction with my own hands
Touch me, yeah I know you like it when I scream your name
Touch me, yeah you know I’d let you but you’d go insane

Watch me
Touch me
I know you want me
I’m so sexy

Don’t expect too much from me
I’m not your little girl
Don’t expect too much from me
Cuz I’m not your little girl
I’m not yours

Watch me, cause I’m mine and you don’t own me

- Cassie Steele

(How Little It Matters) How Little We Know

How little we know, how much to discover
what chemical forces flow from lover to lover
How little we understand what touches off that tingle,
that sudden explosion when two tingles intermingle

Who cares to define what chemistry this is?
Who cares, with your lips on mine, how ignorant bliss is?
So long as you kiss me, and the world around us shatters,
How little it matters, how little we know

- Frank Sinatra

Waiting

It's hard to say I'm sorry
It's hard to stand here alone
You're that someone
I can't get you off my mind
It's hard to say I miss you 
It's hard to stand here alone
You're that someone
I just hope that you're all right

You're the only one I'm aiming for
You're amazing just because you are 
I miss you more than ever
I'll wait for you forever

Time won't wait
So I guess that it's all too late

You're the only one that I've ever known
I'll stay right here forever
I just hope I won't regret it 

Time won't wait
So I guess it's all too late
And life won't wait, so I guess that it's all too late

- Neverstore

Better Part of Me

On my way to a place I know
at the end of the day
I can make my way out of here
and the lights burn my eyes
it reminds me of where I used to call my home

Stand on your own
turn and face your fears
it's the only way to know
what you've been living for all these years

And the sun never looked so good from here
it's almost as if yesterday could disappear
I'm standing on the edge of what could be
looking for the better part of me

So tell me where to go
to find a better way
out of this lonely place

I'm on the edge of what could be
looking for the better part of me
Is there a life that death could bring,
is this the better part of me?

- Lifehouse

Stop & Stare

This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us 
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust 
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here 
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years 
Steady hands, just take the wheel... 
And every glance is killing me 
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead 

They're tryin to come back, all my senses push 
Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could... 
Steady feet, don't fail me now 
Gonna run till you can't walk 
But something pulls my focus out 
And I'm standing down... 

Stop and stare 
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere 
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared 
But I've become what I can't be, oh 
Stop and stare 
You start to wonder why you're here not there 
And you'd give anything to get what's fair 
But fair ain't what you really need 


- OneRepublic

Loving Strangers

Young and free, kicking the fences down
Somewhere hearts are breaking but he can't hear the sound
They got nothin' in common
He smiles away on the wings of a dream

He's all caught up in that world of his
She says I'm gonna miss you but I can't live like this
We got nothin' in common
So sad to say it has to be this way

I can feel there's a hope on the wind
The sound of your voice - I think I hear a friend
We got nothin' in common
I know we don't, but it won't stay that way

Everyone on a road of their own
Everyone gotta find a heart, a home
Loving strangers - that's you and me
Give a way to love, give a little honesty

Everybody needs to know if there will somewhere someday be someone to call their own.
Everybody needs to hope that there will one day come a someone just in time

- Christopher Cross


I'm stronger than this. I am.

Curly Sue

Your strength is so hard to find
I feel so much stronger now
the feeling's alright
Your words make me whole again
Those eyes cannot ever lie
you're so divine

I'm not ever alone
You're not ever alone

Your smile is heavenly
I don't deserve all the love that your giving to me
Your touch makes it hard to breathe
the shiver's around me now, you're so fine 

The heart is pumping for my life
the mind is happy and I,
I will love you 'til the day I die 

I'm head over heels goddess of mine
your curls touching my face and now I can fly
You brought my life back
the glory you found
I'm in deep debt, without you I wouldn't survive
I'm not ever alone

- Takida

...

For J.

Coming Back to You

Ive been here before
I'll be back for more
Maybe this time I can stay
forever more

Wonder what the future brings
Fortune tellers and time machines
I predict what they'll predict for me:
that I keep coming back to you,

One day they'll get it right
I will live and I will die
a million times, as long as you are mine,
I keep coming back to you,

Go back and go ahead, over again I'll meet you, baby
Tomorrow, yesterday's impossible to leave you, baby
Any way and ev'ry day,
I'll take you baby

They call it deja vu, but I'm, I'm just in love with you
(I'm just in love with you)
(Forever more)
(I'm just in love with you)
Keep coming back to you
Over and over again
I've been here before
I'll be back for more
Maybe this time I can stay

- Macy Gray

Tainted Love

Sometimes I feel I've got to
Run away I've got to
Get away
From the pain that you drive into the heart of me
The love we share
Seems to go nowhere
And I've lost my light
For I toss and turn I can't sleep at night

Now I know I've got to
Run away I've got to
Get away
You don't really want any more from me
To make things right
You need someone to hold you tight
And you think love is to pray
But I'm sorry I don't pray that way

Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I'll run from you
This tainted love you've given
I give you all a girl could give you
Take my tears and that's not nearly all

Don't touch me please
I cannot stand the way you tease
I love you though you hurt me so
Now I'm going to pack my things and go
Touch me baby, tainted love
Touch me baby, tainted love

- Soft Cell

Disturbia

No more gas, in the rig
(Can't even get started)
Nothing heard, nothing said
(Can't even speak about it) 
All my life on my head
(Don't wanna think about it)
Feels like I'm going insane, yeah

It's a thief in the night to come and grab you
It can creep up inside you and consume you 
A disease of the mind it can control you
It's too close for comfort

Faded pictures on the wall
(It's like they're talkin to me)
Disconnectin' all the calls
(The phone don't even ring)
I gotta get out, oh
Figure this shit out
It's too close for comfort ohh

Put on your break lights
You're in the city of wonder
Ain't gon' play nice
Watch out you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must falter be wise

Your minds in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scarin' you tonight
Your minds in disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia, disturbia

Release me from this curse I'm in
Tryin' to maintain but I'm struggling
If you can go
Think I'm gonna ahhhh

(Whats wrong with me?) Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
(Why do I feel like this?) Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
(I'm goin' crazy now) Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum 

Bye Bye Beautiful

Finally the hills are without eyes
They are tired of painting a dead man`s face red
With their own blood

They used to love having so much to lose
Blink your eyes just once and see everything in ruins

Bye bye beautiful

Jacob`s ghost for the girl in white
Blindfold for the blind
Dead siblings walking the dying earth 

Noose around a choking heart
Eternity torn apart
Slow toll now the funeral bells 

”I need to die to feel alive” 

It`s not the tree that forsakes the flower 
But the flower that forsakes the tree 
Someday I`ll learn to love these scars 
Still fresh from the red-hot blade of your words

...How blind can you be, don`t you see...
...that the gambler lost all he does not have...

Did you ever hear what I told you 
Did you ever read what I wrote you 
Did you ever listen to what we played 
Did you ever let in what the world said 
Did we get this far just to feel your hate
Did we play to become only pawns in the game
How blind can you be, don`t you see 
You chose the long road but we`ll be waiting 

Bye bye beautiful

- Nightwish

Me

One, just one more drink
One last cigarette and I am on my way
Oh last night, it’s all a haze
Here I pave my way through filth and broken glass

Something is not the same
Something is different from before
Guess that I, guess I died inside

When there’s nothing more
When I’d tried it all
Come undone, when the odds were close to none
When the moment’s there
The divide I beware
Then it’s me, only me

Torn, still torn and bruised
But I’ve had my run, and I’ll, I’ll see it through
All for you, my sweet farewell
Oh, I can’t believe that I survived this hell

- Nocturnal Rites

I Kissed a Girl

This was never the way I planned
Not my intention.
I got so brave, drink in hand
Lost my discretion
It's not what I'm used to
Just want to try you on
I'm curious, for you,
Caught my attention

No, I don't even know your name
It doesn't matter
You're my experimental game
Just human nature
It's not what good girls do
Not how they should behave
My head gets so confused
Hard to obey

Us girls we are so magical
Soft skin, red lips, so kissable
Hard to resist, so touchable
Too good to deny it
Ain't no big deal it's innocent

I kissed a girl
And I liked it
The taste of her cherry chapstick
I kissed a girl
Just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it

It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight

I kissed a girl
And I liked it
(I liked it)

- Katy Perry

I Try

Games, changes and fears
when will they go from here
when will they stop ?
I believe that faith
has brought us here
and we should be together, babe
but we're not 

I may appear to be free
but I'm just a prisoner of your love
I may seem alright and smile when you leave
but my smiles are just a front, just a front

Here is my confession 
May I be your possession
Boy, I need your touch
Your love, kisses and such
With all my might, I try 
But this I can't deny

I play it off but I'm dreaming of you 
I'll keep my cool but I'm feigning

I try to say goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble 
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

- Macy Gray